i think in the whole wide world, only one person ever reads this blog. one person that will bother to scan all the way back to my very first entry and read every one (well almost every one) till the last one. i don't know if that person's a stalker, or just plain sian half, i'm sure that person should currently be studying or listening to class instead of reading this! but whatever the case, it's nice to know there's someone out there that's reading the crap that's spewing forth from my mind and straight into your computer/wifi device's screen, and actually enjoying what you read. (hopefully) i know that person's probably just about the most amazing and incredible person i've ever met in my short existence on this planet. i also know that if i die now i'd be happy. and i know that person's you sweetheart. :)